I go to Pace University and unfortunately they have the largest (if not one of the highest) Core Credit Curriculums in the country. I am a Junior now, well I am in my summer transition of Sophomore to Junior year, but I feel like a Freshmen to Sophomore. I started off my Freshmen year in the arts school, but decided to switch over to the Business School my second year, and boy is catching up with all the required classes exhausting, tough, and expensive.
I finished my Spring Semester (I got 5 A’s and 1 B, which I thought would be a C- so yay!), but now I am taking a two week course for Finite Mathematics and it’s killing me! I want to quit but it would be a waste of $3000 because Pace does not return your money and without this I would not graduate on time because I will be shy this required class. Not credit wise, just class requirement wise.
But today I was walking home feeling very stressed out when I saw people I considered friends in both Middle School and in High School give me a dirty look. I couldn’t help but think, these two girls who would have nothing else going for them, who the fuck do they think they are? The only way they could climb to the top is college, and where the fuck are they? Sitting out every night drinking like the dumb bitches they are. Now I am aware that everyone doesn’t need college to make it to the top, but these are two untalented, ugly, short, fat, disgusting girls who would only have their brains to rely on.
It really got to me because all I could think was how dumb are these girls? How can they think what they do is cool? It’s cool to push yourself every day and earn a fucking living. To educate yourself. Of course educating yourself doesn’t mean sitting behind tons of text books every night, but do something. Learn about a passion that will get you somewhere. Push your damn self even when you feel like giving up. There will be no better feeling.
Growing up in New York City is so competitive and giving up is simply not a choice for many. I am glad I grew up here because the competition has me striving for more, but I always keep in mind that there is someone better, faster, stronger, smarter and more talented, not to mention the countless connections others can have over you. You can’t kill yourself, and don’t let influence take a hold of who you are.
Those two girls today really inspired me to get home and review my notes to ensure I receive an A in this class. Thanks for being a dumb bitch I used to call a friend, because you’re attitude is only going to make me a better person.
Still debating it.. But I am a Marketing Management Major.
I really always wanted to go to Law School, but I go to one of the best business schools in the world and I do like Marketing. So for now I will major in marketing but maintain a high GPA, so that when it’s time I will go to Fordham or Columbia Law School. Not to mention kill that LSAT.
I’m proud of the person I am becoming. Success will always be the key to life. Start now, not tomorrow.
I decided I am going to do some new things with my blog.
Basically just create new pages based on my followers interests.
Two of these pages will include:
My Skinny Girl Diet, My Fashion Must Haves/Must Do and Beauty Secrets
So basically My Skinny Girl Diet Page will be everything I eat, when I eat, what I don’t eat, exercise and etc.
I am 5’8” very thin, tall long slender legs and a 24.5” waist. So I am pretty sure that my eating and exercise habits can benefit others. I just joined the gym two weeks ago and I never diet or eat healthy..(in fact today I ate Sausage, Cake, Cookies and Cheeze Doodles but my belly is as flat as ever) but I do certain things that I am convinced keep me thin. I decided to share my secrets with you all!
My Fashion Must Haves/Must Do page will be a page to show people that you do not have to stick to one look/style/trend and can dress differently every single day without having to spend tons of money on your wardrobe as I do. Also where to get the best quality stuff and not spend tons. This will help everyone avoid Forever 21, we all know it’s affordable but the material is cheap and everyone owns it.
My Beauty Secrets page will include all my facial beauty and hair tips. No it won’t be about how to do a smokey eye or how to do a french braid. I don’t style my hair or wear a ton of make up. In fact I only really know how to appropriately apply mascara. I also don’t style my hair… I wash and go for the most part, unless its freezing out (I live in New York City) and I just need to get it a little dry I’ll put the blow dryer to it for 5 to 10 minutes. I have very clear skin and a healthy head of hair, although I recently started taking care of myself I’ve always been this way. I’ll share with you all how to keep your skin looking great and fresh and how to embrace your natural hair and forget about ever styling it and still look fabulous!